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Anneka_neko
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Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Gender: Female
Interests: I like anime, nature, math, Latin, science, history, writing, art, music, architecture and a lotta other things... ^w^ and I'm crazy about cats! *-*
Ok! Rabid Fangirldoms! (Yes, I have graduated to Rabid Fangirl... aren'tcha proud? ^w^)
~Gaito-sama (Mermaid Melody)- the Panthalessa Pimp! x3 He's awesome! *-* Hot, perverted, evil and cute! ^^
~Ren-san (Karin)- Karin's older bro! A hot vampire, probably around 19 or so, who's attracted to the blood of any woman under 50 who's under stress. As Karin says, "For Onii-chan, sucking blood is like doing naughty things! ><;;" Yet another hot pervert! x3
~Cadel-san (Winds of the Forelands)- Awesomest assassin EVER! So he travels around singing, and kills his targets while travelling! Falls in love with a target, then later with this awesome chick whose name i forget! She convinces him to let Tavis, who's trying to kill him, go. Tavis turns on Cadel-san and Cadel-san just lets himself be killed, because he's tired of being an assassin. T.T
Expertise: o.o um... I drive people crazy! ^w^ Well, lemme think... I've been told I'm good at art, singing, Latin, poetry, math and science... I'm not sure about that tho... I thinks it's all an evilfulness plot to make me THINK I'm smart... u.u *nodnod* um... I spose I'm fairly good at art...
^^ New expertise! I've decided I'm an expert at obsessing! x3
um...I make music videos... >> I write fanfic, but it's all angst and not very good... and... um... yeah... o.o
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  annekachan91
AIM:  ladybatr0xm3hs0x
Yahoo:  annekachan
Member Since:
8/28/2005
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| Well, trying to distract myself from all these emotional goings-on, I was watching some of the Mythbusters episodes for Shark Week... and I came up with a new item for my "someday" wish list.
Someday I wanna own a shark plushie named Albert.
Don't ask me why- dun question the plushie goodness~! >:3
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| ...and that's a no.
Well, he said that I'm a "cool friend" (<3 I feel pathetic for being so excited about that one) and that he just doesn't feel like he knows me well enough... so there's still hope, I suppose.
*sigh* It's weird. All at once, I feel so amazingly relieved and so completely crushed. I was terrified that he'd... I dunno what, exactly. I was scared that it'd be like freshman year, and that I'd be... ignored, I guess. Disregarded. I know he'd never DO that, of course, but I mean... that's the only experience I have to go on, not counting that nice simple shoot-down from Winn ("Will you go out with me?" "Sorry, I'm in a relationship." So simple! ><;;; Why can't it be that simple this time? Well, I mean I'd prefer a "yes", but even that left me with very little doubt.)
I mean, it's really awesome that he's being so nice about it. Still, I wish I could just somehow talk to him and persuade him to change his mind. I love him so fucking much- why can't he, for whatever reason, randomly feel the same way? *head-desk* Come on, Anneka- it doesn't work that way! Damn you, Disney, for polluting my mind so. >:O
I'm actually kind of annoyed... I wish his reason were less sensible- then I'd have a reason to be mad at him! xD Unfortunately, he's a sensible kinda guy... so I guess that doesn't really work. :/
...odd, though, that he wasn't at all expecting it. I guess I'm less pathetically obvious than I'd thought. xD
I love him I love him I love him. Why does it have to be all complex? ><; I suppose this could turn out like Jeff and Kasey, of course... that'd mean I only have to endure 6 incredibly awkward months, and then he'll ask me out. -.- Great.
I suppose I should go to bed now, ne? Night night world~!
...I still love him.
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| First of all, I got my AP scores- 4s in both English and Latin~! Yay~! ^^
Now that that's out of the way...
...OH MY GOD.
Ok, so I just came back from Projekt Revolution (incredible, BTW), and... and...
OH
MY
GOD.
Ok, so I was feeling nervous about possibly (hopefully) seeing *him* (I didn't, by the way, until we drove past him when we were leaving. ><), and I was trying to get the screen above the stage to show one of my texts. So I decided to send a message asking him out- I kinda half-figured that it wouldn't even show up, and even if it did, those things are only up for like 5 seconds- he wouldn't see, right?
So of course, not only does it show up, but later another one shows up from *him* asking where I am!
...so now, I'm sitting here nervously waiting for his reply to my email that probably won't come until tomorrow.
...why did I send that message? x.x I wish I could talk to him now...
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| Well, it's been a while! APs are over, and I'm pretty sure I did fairly well. Exams start tomorrow. T.T
I'm over 10,000 words on my new fanfic! http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4252782/1/Enemy
Also, I've finally admitted it...
I love him.
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| ...and, as 'nee-sama and Hunter sign off within a minute of each other, here I am once again with no one to talk to.
Well, ok, so people I know are online, but it's different.
See, it's at times like this that I realize how much I want a boyfriend. I could make a boyfriend stay up to talk to me.
...ow. I just poked myself in the eye. ><;;;
...I hate this. Why do I always manage to get crushes at the end of the school year? ><;;; So much pressure to hurry up and do something! I only realized I liked him a little less than two weeks ago! I'm not entirely sure it's gonna be a matter of *like* for much longer, though. At this rate, another "L" word may come into the picture pretty soon. Today, I was totally freaking out about the Latin AP tomorrow, but then he walked into the classroom, smiled at me and said, "Hi." I got the stummy butterflies, and I felt a lot better about life.
...Even now, I'm a lot less worried about it.
Anyways, yeah. English AP is over! x3 W00tw00t~! I can't talk about it for another few hours, though. xDDD Else they'll probably send AP ninjas after me. xD
...I'm bored, so I'll wander away now. Ja ne Xanga-chan~! ^-^
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